We’re
in July!?! Gosh, when did that happen? That means the year is now going to fly past
us and by the time you know it, we will be celebrating Thanksgiving, Christmas,
and a New Year. Did I just get a little
too ahead of myself?
I
was supposed to post this on Monday but I’ve been….tired and uneasy and
emotional. This past week has been a
whacko one. From last Friday’s episode
to spending 3 hours back and forth from the courthouse to the police station to
living like hermits because I’m trying to avoid another confrontation from the
neighbor. Speaking of the neighbor…
I want
to apologize for Friday’s negativity. I
realize now that I could have handled it in a different, more civilized manner
but man does that guy know how to get me to my boiling point. I realize that by me blowing up, did not help
the situation. I let him get to me and I
let my emotions bring out my ugly side; a side that I am not proud of. I let him win by showing him that I let his
shenanigans get to me. I also re-learned
to not write a post (or anything) when I’m angry. Or if I do, I should let it sit for maybe a
day and then come back to it when I’m calm.
Okay, moving on…
I
can’t believe I’ve been blogging for one year!
Does that mean it’s my blogiversary?
Does that mean I get to eat cake?
As I was going through my past posts, I realized that most times I
sounded like a complete nut-job. I know
I could have posted more but they ain’t lying when they say blogging is time
consuming. And besides, I was a baby
fish just learning to swim in Blogland.
Baby steps. During the past year
I learned a lot, grew as a person, been part of an awesome community, met
stalked some fantastic people, and met some new friends. Okay, maybe to me they are “friends” but they
may have a different opinion…haha! So
thank you thank you Blogland for keeping me sane, making me laugh out loud, and
slowly yanking me out of my comfort zone.
Thank you to all my Lovelies and for you others who read my
ramblings. And to those who get a kick
out of reading.
And
lastly, a baby bump update with zero pictures.
Oh come on, I feel very awkward taking pictures of myself. Give me some time…
`I’m
at 11 weeks.
`Baby
is the size of a fig.
`I’m
glad to welcome back home cooking. It no
longer “tastes like chemicals.” Did I
forget to mention the chemical thing last week?
`I’ve
been having some really bizarre dreams.
`I’m
really tired. Lazy. Exhausted.
`Very
sensitive and emotional. You can’t say
anything to me without me picking it apart and over-analyzing.
`You
can now trust me with your Cookies & Cream.
I’ve moved on to fudge bars.
`Intimacy
has taken a turn for the better.
TMI? Sorry. But that is how I got to growing a human.
That’s
all for now, Lovelies! I’m slowly
getting out of this funk so I’ll be back next week!
Oh wait
one more thing! What’s up with this ugly,
rainy, windy weather? I thought it was
supposed to be summer?!? Okay, that is
all. Promise.
Jenn.
